Wednesday, June 27, 2007

mental!

so very many things have happened this year! mental health is good. I have a great therapist. My next goal is to reach out to people. not a thing i do well. i hate to rely on other people. not in the way most people would think. i don't think any one really wants to put up with me and what i need. i hate the idea that i might turn into a needy person. you know the kind people you avoid when you see them round the corner. i know you know the type. i know the type. they are drawn to me. i must make people feel better. not a bad thing but i need someone to do the same for me. that is the part i hate. i know sound pretty pathetic. a serious lack of cofidence in myself. my husband knows better and so do my kids. they support me through so much. makes me feel a little worthless. mommy doesn't make friends very easy. ugh i'll get past this.
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Anonymous said...

Hey I just came across your blog, wanted to say your not alone! I am also a stay at home mom who is rather antisocial and rather not be bothered. And I too had a lot of things happen this year, way too many to even mention. But I am also trying to "get out" there. And trying to brighten/cheer up.

Keep your head up, do not feel worthless! You seem to have wonderful support at home, use that! Good Luck, I'll be checking back :)

June 27, 2007 at 5:54 PM
Mother 25 - 8 said...

Hey Kris,
I just logged onto your blog for the first time!! Even though your post was rather soul searching, I couldn't help but smile while I read it 'CUZ SAME FOR ME! Good to see I'm not alone!!
Yeah, I agreed w/Julie, too. I cut out the news stuff and focused on my kids. I don't know enough "political correct" stuff anyways to avoid sounding like I'm just tooting my own horn. Speaking of tooting... ;)
I'll keep checking back on this. I like to read your thoughts!
Love,
Erika

June 28, 2007 at 8:53 AM

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